kipas-susah-mati

"don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?

told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball."

Day Now On * kertaskeras.

i'm being such selfish person. in chasing for her. i'm forget what i have promises before. i should let her go , even it so hurting me. i should let her find something that can help her go through in this life. it not about me anymore, it all about others , it all about her.

i'm try so hard to help her , so when the time comes , she will be just fine. i'm promise to you , i will help you to get away from her. i will fix you back. just be strong okay. i know you can. here my promises. i will fix everything. everything. try to save others life. make others feels good.

and for you my dear. aku sentiasa doakan kaw. kuat. tabah. bahagia dalam menempuh hidup kaw.

just remember , sgt ramai yang sayangkan kaw. kaw tidak bersendirian. KUAT oke. =)

bye.

Day Now On * mataberdarah

lately so many things happen. pls. stop hurting me. just take care of own business. look at our life , it's okay with it. your help is just ruin others emotion. actually you not helping at all. trust me. look at your own self. how many mistake you have made , how many of them have you settle it.? i guess non of it have a nice end don't you.?

Day Now On * separate

have you seen a bird flying in the sky.? have you ever think what actually they can see everyday from up there.? why they keep flying.? aren't they scared from falling to the ground if anything happen.?we always thought that seeking for food, is it true.?

well guys, let me tell you something might be help you my friend to live in this world. especially you NA. they are so special for me. they have through many place , have facing many condition , have to fight a lot just for one reason. feed. ( survive ) . and for sure , they never done it alone. try to look outside now. you can see it by yourself. =)

me. just no body. soon i'll vanish. for 21 years i live. i have done so much wrong. till i have said to myself , " this is it. ! there is no good side inside me.". then one day , while laughing with of you guy i realize something. there still one thing i can do. LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU.

so NA , here some word for you far from the bottom of my jantunghatiku here. i'll miss you. aku sgt syg kaw. ever. but , i'm really sorry that soon i'll leave each one of you. like you said , it's for your own good.

p/s : walau ape pon yang kaw hadapi , SABAR oke. that is the key to keep me alive. trust me. =)

thanks a lot.

there are so much thing going fine lately. =) so much surprise. nothing more to ask. see my love around,see my mate almost get all they wanted to after so long waiting. hey bro,remember nothing to lose. fight for it,i will be there watch your back. for those who sacrifice and helping me a lot for all these day, thanks!. you guy the best. this is my promise. i will pay it back.

hell yeah.

BARU AKU TAHU SAKIT NYA.

TIADA DAYA LAGI.

Day Now On * lately.

always taught that everything gonna be okay. watching they came by. and again watching they left. look like it will stay like this all day long. nice to see u guys smile,laugh,yelling and yet kick some ass. but why it always so momentarily. tell me now. so i could sit tight n calm. tell me pls.